gah, so I'm feeling so weird as of late. I'm totally in love with Buenos Aires and more so all the people I've met while here. I posted that as my facebook status and Adam, Sara Carothers' boyfriend who I met while he visited her down here, commented on my status, gave it a thumbs up. Even him, this guy I knew for so shortly, was an amazing person. It'd be great to go to a concert with him and Sara some time.
Every person I've met down here has been great and I've learned so much from them. jaja the other day I saw Toby as I was walking down Santa Fe, going to my UBA class I believe...and it was nice to just run into him and wave, super cool guy, I'm glad we live like a block apart. I'm so greatful for everything everyone's shared with me, I've learned so much from all the people I've met here.
Lauren posted pics of Natasha's birthday celebration, the dinner with everyone and Colby's parents, who are amazing people. And then the pics from the club and all of us dancing and being silly. Seriously, I love all these people so much and I've shared so much with them and they've shared so much with me, we've all gone through a lot together the past 4 months and we've been each other's support system, our familia away from home.
At dinner we brought up the fact that in a month we won't be seeing each other on a daily basis anymore. I looked over at Natasha and Kristina and turned to my right to look at Colby and Kat and AH!!! I was gonna start crying. I love these people. I loved last night and I love all the experiences I've had here, the good, the bad, the dumb, the not so smart...all of it, I've grown so much.
I'm ready to go back, I can't wait to see everyone and enjoy LA in the summer, but I'm gonna miss BsAs so much. I feel like I'm another person now and I'm just scared of seeing how I'm going to look at things once I get back. I don't even know if this makes sense, but yes...this is what I've been feeling lately.
Also, I'm barely adjusted and started feeling comfortable here. I was so homesick for so many months and would talk about home nonstop. I finally am doing alright and I have to leave soon. GAH!!! I can't believe this!!! I'm so scared and sad, I guess I'm just scared of the drastic change. blah, whatever, it doesn't matter, talking about it doesn't matter, I just need to enjoy all the time I have left and make the BEST of it, like I have been doing for the past few months!
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