So I had a nice emo conversation with Sara Loving today. We were supposed to be studying for our gramatica parcial that is tomorrow, but I had been indoors reading all day up until that point and I wanted some fresh air and Colby recommended we go to the Facultad de Medicina Plaza next to FLACSO to study and get fresh air. We studied a bit, but mostly just talked. I was good to vent and just take a breather from all my studying I've been doing these past few days. But she gave me a great idea, I need to continue writing in here, even if it's just to do a quick update.
So today, the bad: studying, freaking out, stressing out, feeling like I'm messing up in school, feeling fat (stupid skinny girls in this country), feeling unbeautiful (stupid skinny girls, stupid eurocentric beauty, stupid lack of appreciation for glasses!) and feeling generally blah. Bad turn no?
the good: Sara Loving hearing me out and making me feel better, eating Middle eastern food for lunch at our usual spot on Wed (the guys at the restaurant are so sweet to us now!), fresh air, and probably chatting online with Kat, that's always good.
So I just looked at Rachel Johnson's graduation pics and I wanted to start bawling. I won't see any of those faces when I get back. Brandon is going to Japan for two years, and I will be in the same shoes as those kids in a year. SO SCARY. gah!!!!
Blah, also, skype had a bad connection today, and sometimes I have no patience, and I have no patience for skype when it's messing up, so my convo with mom and dad was short because I was already stressed by my lack of paper (due tmr) and then the sound and mom asking me if I was letting stuff at home get to me. Yes they are. But whatevs.
fjdsflajkdslfkjdf whatevs...stupid CA, stupid deficit, stupid school cuts, and stupid gay marriage ban. Too many bad things. Whatevs
But last night was nice, got to talk to Eevee on skype, we're going to get piercings together when she comes to visit. Also got to talk to Michelle, about life, about living abroad, about changing.
It was good to talk to them. I think I'll have a hard time adjusting back to life at home... oh well
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1. So the beauty standard in Argentina is skinny, light, blond, no-glasses-wearing bitches? Pfft, how original. I bet they're snobby about it too.
ReplyDelete2. Brandon is going to Japan for TWO YEARS? Is there a reason for that or he genuinely just loves it THAT much?
3. Oh California: the asshole state.
Don't worry, love. I can't wait to see you. I sleep now.